其实...我是有缺点的！！！

这两天我的心情都很差！
没心情吃东西，就算一天只吃一餐或没吃都能！
因为我真的没有胃口吃东西！
也许是我失去了一些我不能失去的东西害到我的吧！
失去了那个东西，我真的很难过！
我很久没那么的难过了！很不喜欢这种感觉！
从那天起，我要改变自己！
我要改掉我很多很多的缺点！
其实我没有你们想像中的那么好！
在你们的眼里我是个容易相处，和蔼可亲，
甚至有人还用''可爱''来形容我
其实我偶尔也会自私，小气，计较，不讲理，麻烦
偶尔也不会感恩，也不会这样去知足一样东西！
更加不会去理会别人的感受！
也许是要你失去一样东西才会去珍惜吧！
从小到大，我很容易的就得到我要的东西！
也不会去珍惜他们～
还记得以前看中的东西都一定要买！
到了中学，开始迷恋韩国偶像
什么关于韩国偶像的东西我都一定要买！
真版CD，VCD，DVD通通都买齐！
就算爸爸妈妈出国时，也会要她在那里买韩国偶像的东西给我！
当我越来越大后，就越会花钱！
买了一大堆的衣服裤子～
这也是我的坏习惯，有的没得都买！
也不知道钱是怎样幸苦赚来的～
我乱花的钱都是我爸我妈幸苦赚来的血汗钱！
现在想起，我也觉得自己很坏，也很惭愧！
觉得自己很小孩子，一点都不成熟！
觉得自己很坏，很丑陋，甚至很讨厌自己！
讨厌自己的无理取闹，讨厌自己的不够成熟！
而我每次还会去批评或埋怨别人这个不好那个不好的！
数来数去都觉得自己的缺点比有点来的多～
为什么我会是这样？
我知道这是我本身自己的问题！
也不能埋怨什么的！
现在的我只好学习如何珍惜一样东西！
如何感恩自己所拥有的一切！
如何别成熟而不会孩子气！
如何去储蓄钱！
如何去改掉自己的无理取闹和坏脾气！
更加更加要去哪拿回我失去的重要东西！
你会等我的对吗？

我是面具人....

从以前到现在我都是朋友眼里的开心果！
因为我喜欢大家都是开心的！我喜欢大家是快乐的！
我喜欢开玩笑，尤其是在熟的朋友面前！
也许那样，所以显示到自己好样没有一点的成熟吧！
可是当我一个人的时候，我是真真的快乐吗？
也许我好像带上一个老是让大家都觉得我是快乐的面具吧！
因为我是一个算是乐观的人吧！
而且我的记性也不是很好，因为每次都会忘记别人对我说过的话！
我也很容易就忘记一些不开心的东西！
每次不开心，难过，或生气的东西，第二天起床后就会忘记！
这因该是好事吧！也许自己是不喜欢记着那些不开心的东西吧！
成熟好像离我很远很远的，我记得两三年前的我很想变成熟！
然后不断的说自己是成熟的～很好笑对吗？
也许成熟是不适合我吧，还是成熟不喜欢我！哈哈！
因为给朋友的感觉总是幼稚的，好像没么成熟的！
其实我只是把我的成熟的那个面具收起来而已啦！
我也是有成熟的那一面，哈哈～
如果你是一个不成熟的人，可是你生活过得快乐，你愿意吗？
我也许是那种人吧～哈哈·～那种每天想快乐过每一天的人！哈哈！
你觉得自己成熟吗？你了解自己多少？
我一点都不成熟～也不是很了解自己～很失败对吗？
也许是因该要经过某些不愉快的东西，或失去一些东西，
我们的思想才会变去成熟吧！
成熟的定义是什么？
是外表？还是外貌CoolCool的就是成熟吗？
我觉得一个人的思想很重要吧！
还有处事方式吧，我觉得一个人的处事方式能看出那个人是否成熟的！
哈哈，
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哇塞，今天的我是怎么了啦？说了一大堆有的没的！
是我踏出''成熟''的第一步吗？哈哈！
不管成熟或不成熟，快乐最重要！
只要快乐的过每一天就足够～哈哈·～
明天会更好～

Chor 4th day of New Year...

Chor 4

Early morning goin out v friend.

we 'yam cha' at Amour cafe.

After dat, i go to my grandma house, cuz wanna meet my s'pore cousin.

Then we all Gambling again...haha

Not Bad... This year duno y so lucky.

i win Rm55...hehe

At Night,

Goin out v Nicole and Fefe...

Started we go 'zhong hua' restaurant 1st... cuz Fefe friend call him eat dinner together.

Then we 3 go awhile...

walao~~~

They all look like lak lak siham =="

kanasai...haha

Suddenly, the boy beside me talk v me.

He say his girlfriend wanna know me.

But i so 'Bad' lorr...haha

juz smile...'cin cai fu yan' her...

Am i BAD??

After That,

we go to eat

PIZZA HUT

After dinner, we went to Nan Yang Cafe.

Alot ppl at there... damn full~~

but we still wan yamcha.

I saw some friend's dat i know...but i din say hello v them.

haha...cuz too many ppl ady.

Shy...^^"

After Nan yang, our second round is New Village.

quite bored... cuz not so many ppl at there.

The ppl at there also uncle , lak lak zai geh... sien~~

haha...

After that, no place go ady.

Back home... zzZzzZ :)

I'm back to KL

I'm still in Chinese New Year Mood

What to do?Need to Performance at UNITEN.

Damn Excited and Expect so much.

After dat im gonna settle all my things bout my college and apartment

Cuz i.... STOP ady : (

Well,this year CNY not much different with last year.

Everyday went Yam cha and party.

Chor 1

Chor 1"Bai Nian" at relatives house and met up with cousinss,aunties,uncless,

busy chit-chatting.

At night,

Game session at my grandma house.

Dang dang...Gambling...1st time played "Ngao"

Not bad...quite nice to play and even win RM193.50..hehe

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Chor 2

Early morning went to my CRAZY buddies house ''Bai Nian''

Damn happy cuz meet all the primary and secondary school friend.

Gosh... they change alot!!!

All become Leng Lui Leng Zai ady....WOW

When we meet,

I suddenly no brave to talk v them,

Mayb i.... SHY

Cuz long time din meet them ady.

Suddenly they all SCREAM....omg~~~

All aunties uncless use the smile face looking at me.

God... cuz too loudly...eherm~~

They scream Danny~~~~

haha.... they laugh!!!

Duno y they laugh?!

Den i ask them y u all laugh like ''Xiao lang''?!

haha...

They say how are u?!

Long time no see...

We miss u so much...

Den we all hug together in front all aunties uncless...hehe

So happy they say i slim dy...haha
Face still same like b4 cute cute 1...haha

Suddenly duno wat can i say... cuz so happy when they talking v me.

Tot they forget me ady...

Happy they still recognize me.

I think got 5 -6 year we din meet ady.

After dat aunties & uncles start to give ''Ang Bao'' ady

Not bad....hehe

cuz get many ''Ang Bao'' on the same time.

At night,

Went out Yam Cha again v my Best Friends.

After that Game session again at Albert house...haha

But i din gambling,

cuz too tired... 4:38 ady

is AM... NOT PM...

Crazy rite...haha

~~健耀，梦忆，我，国敬，伟兴，雪仪~~

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For the rest of the days,daily activitites almost the same.

Bye Chinese New Year 2009.

Waiting for the next chinese year...wahahahah

Time passing by rapidly... I'm getting older year by year.five more month,I'll be reaching my 21st years old.Sad?Unhappy?Moody?Excited?Happy?For now on,I'm still in blur blur minded.But this year wishes,I hope that my weaknesses can leave me,learn to be more matured,the another wishes..will keep in my mind as a secret.Hehe

~~ Friend From My Heart ~~

Friendship is to see each other thru the good times and bad,

Friendship is to support each other when the going gets tough,

Friendship is to not judge one another no matter the circumstances,

Friendship is to care enough to tell the other person they're wrong,

Friendship is to ask "Is everything Ok?"When things don't seem right,

Friendship is to understand misunderstandings and get past them,

Friendship is to be there always and not just sometimes,

Friendship is to stand strong,not lose,quit,or give in,

Friendship is to take a step back occasionally,but never walk away,

Friendship are to be cherished for they are truly gifts from above.. Which is exactly what you are a gift<>Thank You For Being here for me.